New Job

Ok I started this morning by wanting to write SOMETHING here… and talk about my anxiety about my new job. The fact that I don’t really want it… That the game store is getting to be a MAJOR pain, because it’s hard working for a good friend as your manager (especially when you’re better organized then him) And of course, that I woke up too early this morning- with an upset stomach.

Well after thinking about it- I suck at job searches, it is way too easy for me to get distracted (I’m talking about you- Facebook) and disappointed about either how OVER or UNDER qualified for a job I am.

Yes, I don’t feel a 100% today, yes because of the new job I have 2 six ‘day work weeks… AND not happy that I’ll have to pay more for medical insurance because I’ll HAVE more $ coming in.
BUT
This is a new job. It’s outside of retail- which is perhaps a step in the right direction. It’s a 40 hour a week job AND I was promised that I’d be getting weekends off… which is something nice. AND in this economy- getting a better paying full time job is a good thing.

So I’m going to get some Tums, hope they settle my stomach and TRY to get in a good head space before I have to show up for training at 1pm.